Suffice to say I been through some shit lately, and this blog has been the last thing on my mind. When my thoughts did finally roll around to it, I was afraid of what I might write. I figured my commitment to writing that is real, that is raw and personal, would get me into trouble. Then I remembered at some point that getting in trouble is basically a fake idea, and I looked up and looked around and found myself doing not to bad. Pretty fucking good, actually. Great even. I’ve come home to live with my brother and his housemates, dear friends all. They found me a spot and built a wall, took me in and fed me well, gave me beer. This is a place where meat is smoked, where wine is drank while fires burn. A place where someone says “brisket nachos” and soon they are being made. The sink is always full of dishes, the fridge full of deli cups of mise. There is late night laughing and dogs; a constant roiling mass of fur and barking. Breakfast will sometimes involve ice cream. Things are created for the internet at every turn, smart phones are always out and a subtle finger tapping can be heard late into the night. Vegetables are cultivated in the back yard. The transition into the next phase of my life has been in spite of everything, pretty painless. Except for all the pain of course. But that’s life. And show business. And we all live to fuck it up another day. Thanks to all of those who have been there, you’ve always been there haven’t you? You know who you are. Thanks to my dogs who’ve always kept their tails wagging. Thanks work, my sanctuary, my safe haven; slaving away slanging treats saves me. Thanks to my parents, who love me no matter what. I must be a good person because I am surrounded be good people. Last but certainly not least, thanks to my faithful readers; whom I know hell of represent. Oh yeah and whiskey, can’t forget whiskey.
Back in the House.
29 May 2010 | blog, faithful readers, jeff, news | 15 Responses
Last Modified: 1 June 2010 @ 07:25
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Sorry to hear about it. Good luck dealing. I’m sure that moving in with friends and family will not only help, but is really a pretty cool opportunity in itself. I’d love to live with (okay, next to) my little brother! I wouldn’t want to go through what you’re going through to do it, but still. Seems like you’re appreciating what you’ve got.
@Barzelay- Yeah, its funny the way things tend to work themselves out if you stay positive, and take it one day at a time. Friends and family definitely help. Thanks for reading.
I’m here to support your efforts. I’ve greatly enjoyed reading your blog and I can relate to your experiences more then you can know. Keep writing, keep going! Your not alone.
I’m a newbie who enjoys your candor. You’ve been missed. At times our lives take shitty turns, but landing on our feet is always so amazing.
@Wendy DeBord- Thanks so much for your support! I appreciate it more than I can put into words. Keep reading, more good stuff soon
@D- Thanks for reading and thanks for the kind words. Keep reading, more to come.
I’m a young pastry (sous) chef in Socal, and just wanted to say that your work (and your blog) totally inspire me. I love your Dulce de Leche Mousse recipe btw. I’m sorry about your misfortunes and I wish you the best in dealing with them. I look forward to reading more of your entries and trying out some new recipes.
Sometimes when things happen you forget about the little things. But I am glad you are back with the blog Jeff. I always love it. And I am glad you are happy and healthy (and fit too!! :). You deserve all of it. Love you
God why aren’t you gay? So damned good looking and now you’re single. I know, know…
@tony- sorry bro, I’m a pussy lover. Thanks for reading!
@Meghan- Thanks for the support girl, I love you, too! Give Jack a big hug for me!
@ Charmaine- Thanks for reading and thanks for the kind words! I’m really trying to get up the nerve to jump back into this blogging thing, and readers like you make it seem worthwhile.
Where are you man? Really, really, really miss your posts! You have fans
@Tony-I wish I can say I been too busy, just focusing on other shit right now…until today!! LETS BLOG THIS MOTHERFUCKER!!!!
FuCkiNg A - so glad you’re back.